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so sleep alone tonight
im not putting my name so i can escape from ******* :Dxiao fan shu. 1990. pl sis mg hc. puddle and paddle. sports. food? RELIEF TEACHER hahaaha |
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:'(
feeling like a piece of shit. lord, pls help me....
nobody.
wow another happening week. TOO happening and stressful until ive developed a cold sore on the left end of my lip:( phewwwww. yay finally started my driving=D i really enjoyed the first lesson. the instructor was nice and funny and i was driving okay under him. den today the second instructor was so.....particular....and not so fun. i think i can drive properly only if i focus on the floor lines and dont care about the entire surroundings around me hhahahahah if i go onto the real road, GG..2 interviews this week..REALLY interesting experience. -.- impromptu speeches and repeatedly shot with stuff like what are your future aspirations? are you sure? really? do you think it is wise? HAIIIIII. ive never had such tests and attacks for such a long time having been all stagnant hibernated and mugging for the last 2 stupid years. but the BEST part was the gossip session we had during caas lunch everyone started digging out news of the high-profile pple in their school to share and connections were made known everywhere HAHAHA. singapore is really such a small place. and netball matches have started! i really hope they can win at least ONE game. PLEASEEEEEEEEEE. hahahahhaa. having lots of fun coaching the team..=) just that i find it hard to tell some that they have to improve more before i can play them. now i understand more of jiaolian's frustrations and difficulties. and after the unity game, i visited SANDWICH ARTIST LI SHAO ZHE AT YEWTEE SUBWAY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i miss you loads dudee(: im such an antisocial animal. despite being out for this and that all the time i still come back feeling lonely..friendless.. i have spent too much time chasing success in the past that i have forgetten how to call out old friends for a simple lunch. a week
wow, a week has passed by amazingly fast. so did 2 years of JC.. and even results are back already. went for kickboxing alone today and paired up with this advance girl younger than me. being alone was a strange new feeling... cant really see the diff btw her and anyone else, but apparently shes really hardcore and good=) i want to learn new stuff like flying kicks and spins and whatever nots soon but i know i should be HUMBLE and learn progressively. and i realise i have been doing crunches and pushups incorrectly for all my life and no one ever bothered to tell me>< my fingers were trembling from doing too many punches and my left heel hurt after the lesson. i cant kick properly with my stupid left leg.den i took the bus home....and omg dropped my bag while going up the bus and stuff fell out. freaking embarrassing. but this really nice woman helped me pick them up and said "slowly" and later sat beside me and asked me if i had everything. hey, there are still nice pple in this world=) this week has been such a tiring week. i keep sleeping everywhere i go;) haha. while walking, sitting at the desk, during consultations and all. such an asswipe. maybe it was a wrong idea from the start to do high paying but misc part time jobs all over the place cos i have to run around all over singapore>< but i think when i get used to it it will be pretty enjoyable(: the scholars in brightsparks are all so aspiring and full of ambitions and totally know what they want in life. for me..i just want to get one for the sake of getting it?! after studying so much i have virtually forgotten what i wanted and loved to do when i was young. and there's..2 weeks left. only. this is really scary and i suck at making decisions. its hard to plan the days ahead
wheeeeeeeeee. met with vane chen and nick ytd for catching u. gosh i cant believe they are almost done with bmt and poor vane actually went through those field camps and slept in holes. poor nehszzz. went to visit mama in the hospital today cos she had another lung infection, wad are all these doctors doing?!?! kk im going to accompany my dad for a run now and tmr eva for another run HAHA all these lazy pple. and i saw a python on the freaking road while cycling a few days ago
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